Actually, I'm very disappointed with my result too. I'm not meant to hurt anybody, I just wanna express and share my feelings with you. =) Before I went to school to take my result on 11 of March, I did pray to God. "Dear God, I don't have too high expectation on my result, I just wish I can get my result on stage, that's all I want". Finally, God did answered me! But, I'm still not satisfy with the result that I took. I want more than this. I failed!
Then, the day that I wish finally has come.25 April 2010. Yea, is Majlis Anugerah. But, finally I know I'm not qualified enough to attend that event. You know what, I wish I can get the letter. I really hope so! But, everytime it disappoint me. I know some of you guys may thing I'm stupid, crazy, childish or whatever, but I really hope for that. Sometimes, I may think that God is unfair. Some of us study so hard but can't get the result we want, but some of them didn't even study then they can pass with flying color. Maybe Caszxin is right, this is fate! God arranged everything nicely for us. We must learn to accept it. I failed again!
Everything is over and I'll go for Form 6 soon. I swear I'll work harder and harder. I must get good result in STPM. I won't lose anymore!
I guess I should've known better
To believe that my luck had changed
Oh I let my heart and forever
Finally learn each other's name
I tell myself this time is different
No goodbyes 'Cause I can't bear to say it
I'd never survive the one that's coming
If I stay oh no
Just walk away and don't look back
'Cause if my heart breaks it's gonna hurt so bad
You know I'm strong but I can't take that
Before it's too late
Oh just walk away...
~ I really not meant to hurt anybody,
if I hurted you,
I apologize..
Sorry!!
if I hurted you,
I apologize..
Sorry!!
