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It seems like long time I didn't update my blogpost. It's almost 12am now and I'm still wide awake. Again, I can't settle the things that trouble my mind. This time it seems quite a lot. People like to say, time can settle everything but I think this is a false statement. It's still there. Does anyone willing to pull me out from here? I'm wondering.

Chinese New Year is going to end soon. All my friends are going to start working and back to their college. But me? still looking for job. What job should I go for? Teacher? Clerk? Promoter? I don't know. I hope I can get a job soon. After CNY, I think our STPM result is release soon. I do not aim high. But I hope miracle will happen on me. I pray to god.

i'm lost