伽藍雨

繁华声 遁入空门 折煞了世人
梦偏冷 辗转一生 情债又几本
如你默认 生死枯等
枯等一圈 又一圈的 年轮

浮图塔 断了几层 断了谁的魂
痛直奔 一盏残灯 倾塌的山门
容我再等 历史转身
等酒香醇 等你弹 一曲古筝

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声 落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是 我们

听青春 迎来笑声 羡煞许多人
那史册 温柔不肯 下笔都太很
烟花易冷 人事易分
而你在问 我是否还 认真

千年后 累世情深 还有谁在等
而青史 岂能不真 魏书洛阳城
如你在跟 前世过门
跟着红尘 跟随我 浪迹一生

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声 落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是 我们

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

雨纷纷 雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 我听闻 你仍守着孤城
城郊牧笛声 落在那座野村
缘份落地生根是 我们
缘份落地生根是 我们
伽蓝寺听雨声盼 永恒

超人不会飞

媽媽說很多事別太計較
只是使命感找到了我 我睡不著
如果說罵人要有點技巧
我會加點旋律 你會覺得才屌

我的枪不會裝彈藥
所以放心不會有人倒
我拍青蜂俠 不需要替身
因為自信是我繪畫的顏料

我做很多事背後可以應付給你們想像
拍個電視劇 我也用盡一生的簡單夢想
在考驗能抗衡我的偉大理想
因為我的人生無需再多一筆的假想

我不知道何時變成了神
伟大的榜样
背後在拍 你那別裝
你要到期的模樣 怎樣

我唱的歌词要有点文化
因为随时会被当教材
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
时代杂志封面能不能重拍

随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像
好萊塢的中國戲院
底下有很多手印腳印 何時在那看見我的獎

如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些

拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪


唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌，
你去参加就是代表你很在乎。

得奖時你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你沒表情 人家就會說太囂張
如果你天生這表情
那些人甚至會怪你媽媽

結果最後是別人在得獎
你也要給與充分的掌聲 與微笑
開的車不能太好 住的樓不能太高
我到底是一個創作歌手
還是好人好事代表

專輯一出就必須是冠軍
拍了電影就必須要大賣
只能說當超人真的好难

如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能有眼泪

我们的梦

小小书包装着大大的梦
成长的路不是一帆风
好与坏谁决定它的内容
哪条路通往成功?

我们总是不经意
就参与别人的梦
忘了爱有时需要沟通
也要试着去做观众

每个人都不普通
未来自己掌控
青春日历要涂满彩虹
梦不该只有一种

每个人都不普通
用心听就会懂
记住每一次泪水感动
更要记住
那笑容! =)

My New Friend , =)

Taddah : He is my new friend, Ah Lok

Yesterday, we went Megamall's popular, we saw this crazy cute stuff and we bought it. As tze ping aka tp moo said, I will bring this 'guy' wherever I go! Wahaha..

We took 139 photos in 3 hours! "clap! clap!"

Next, Starbucks.

I like this =)

This is nice too ^^
emo~

Then, toilet time. xDD

Lok Lok xD

3 new friendss
Mang, Lok, Ha

All so cute!

Here goes some normal human picture :

xDD

The End of the journey

TOODLES~

回到过去

前几天,
我在面子书上看了朋友上载的一些照片
是有关我的小学的
对!
就是让我引以为荣的
公民华小

看回那些以前教过我的老师
他们一个个都
老了
心里有点酸酸的
好想念他们噢!

一个让我印象最深刻的老师
方老师
她是我四年级到六年级的班主任
以前
我的功课很差
常常都被她打
所以对她的印象特别深刻
她是一位非常好的老师
虽然
我以前很讨厌她, 憎恨她
但
现在回想起来
是她的严厉教导
才让我有今天的成就
是她的循循善诱
才让我分清楚是非黑白
让我慢慢地
成长

老师就是这样的伟大
做任何事情都
不求回报
但
换来得却是
皱纹和白发
老师, 谢谢你!
我什么都不能为你做
但愿你身体健康
我就满足了!

以前
每个人一听见公民华小
个个都逃之夭夭
因为
在他们的眼里
公民华小是
没有水准而又简陋的学校
如今
公民华小可是名校呀!
以前
区区一间鱼村里的木屋
现在却可变成一间拥有2栋四层楼高建注物的学校
这可不简单噢!
要多谢在背后默默付出的
校长和老师们
谢谢你们!

回忆以前在小学的事,
心里总是有很多感触
差点哭了出来
那种感觉
真是
不好受

我会好好保存这段美好的回忆
莫惠雯
别再回忆过去了
前面还有更艰难的路要走
拿出信心出来
勇敢地走下去吧!

~悄悄的我走了, 正如我悄悄的来, 我挥一挥衣袖, 不带走一片云彩~

28 April 2010

I like wednesday!! wahahha..

We went for movie again. 'The Losers'. ROFL
Not bad! I like shootter, Corgar izit??! If I'm not mistaken. =)

Then,
We went shopping!! yoohuu!

1st~ Carrefour ==
Dun ask me why, lazy to say. So fishhyy! Kexin, shhh!!! xDD

2nd~ POLO
Whaooo...that place is like heaven. So nice! But those shirts are too expensive. No money...

3rd~ Al-Ikhsan
Looking for some nice nice NIKE stuff. But I can't find any. Saw a nice addidas bag, RM139.90. Quite reasonable la, right?! =))

4th~ Baskin Robins'
Sengmuk-casz brought pink adidas sling bag, and yes! She got a scoop of chocolate latte ice cream for free! RM7.50 tax excluded for two scoops of ice cream. * copy it from your blog, xDD

5th~ Royal Sporting House
I saw 1 NIKE sling bag. Very very nice! RM189. *wink ( hint!!) haha..

6th~ MNG
Nothing to describe. Aunty's shop..==

7th~ ROXY
Oh yes, Kexin bought the roxy denim shorts. fallen for this since she saw it from seventeen. 50% off,RM85. Ok ok lo.. * steal it again xD

8th~ Padini
Again, we saw many many new shirts, dress and pants...Saw 1 white dress, if it's black, I will go for it. =))

9th~ The japan's shop
I saw an egg. An stupid and funny egg. Quite cute also. RM7. == So the expensive. With RM7 I can buy 24 whole new real egg dy. LMAO.

Thats all for today. Is time to say bu bu.
Cheers!
=)

TOODLES~

长大了!

刚看完一个人的部落格, 感触良多.

对!
他说得对!
保险不是骗人的.
它是一种看似不起眼, 但等到你需要它时,就会发掘它的重要性!
他这句话说得好
"如果保险是骗人的, 那我爸岂不是骗子, 我是吃保险的饭长大的呀!"

我开始醒悟了.
就来踏入18岁的我应该有所改变.
别再任性了,
专心地考好那大马保险执照吧!
这样, 爸就不必寄托在别人的户口,
他便可以拿到自己该拿的佣金了!

好像有点不像我噢!
感觉怪怪的
但
不管怎样
还是要
加油吧! 别让他失望!

=)

Sick again

Sore throat
+
fever
+
cough
+
headache
+
'sexy voice' = GG.com

Help me~
I'm dying...

GG/ mok mok.com.my

Really super duper tired..!

GG dy..

Haih, yesterday go work at the Digi Fair. Actually not bad! RM70 per day. Vivien Yu, Caszxin Mou, Tingwei Ha, Chee Wai Gu were working there. We need to reach Megamall before 6.30 a.m !!

Morning : Pasar Pagi Kampung Jawa
Afternoon : Kuantan Parade
Night : Pasar Malam Sentosa

Morning at kampung jawa, all the aunty busy to beli sayur, all of them lazy to listen to us. Arggh!! But, I also can found 8 mou li..Haha..not bad!
Then, rest time, we went to starbuck!! Wahaha...
Afternoon at kuantan parade, ting wei and I already walk the whole The Store, only found 5 mou li. Got 1 uncle treat us yorgurt drink. Whaoo..yum yum!!
Then, rest time, we went Popular!! 4 mou li go play play there.. Haha..Luckily nobody halau us out.
Night at pasar malam sentosa, all GG dy..I just found 1 mou li..
After work, we went to cherating steak house!! Hahaha..no jealous! We ate RM107.80!! Ke xin treat us!Hahah..no la, joking!

It's fun !!

人在最无聊时会说出最语无论次的话.
哈霆威会在很无聊时唱 I will follow you
鬻惠雯就会接下去 follow you...follow you...
毛可欣就会在那儿大笑!
谷志伟则会在一旁静静地, 傻了眼.

"clap ! clap! "

Good luck!

Von, I feel like wanna cry when I'm reading your post! T.T


Yea, you're right! We're going separate ways..
High School wasn't meant to last forever.
We'll meet new friends
But I hope our friendship will last forever.


Right here, right now
We must have the determination to do everything
This is for our future
I hope our future will shine brightly!

Good luck everyone!

~I think I found my way, doctor??!. I hope I'm right this time and have the determination to keep it on. I'll never give up! Guys, wish me luck..

Not bad!

That event wasn't so bad as I imagine..=) At least it can increase my self-confidence, leadership and public speaking. It also let me become more spontaneous in whatever situation. Not bad! xDD

I want to thanks to those who are really listening to what I'm try to tell. Thanks!! I'm really proud of myself cause this is the first time I handle a small group which contain 12 students by myself alone. Hahaha...stupid! and to those who're not willing to listen, please keep your mouth shut! Stop crapping!

What I wanna to tell here is, please don't study last minute. Please do your preparation starts from now. Work hard, study smart. Try to do your best so that you won't regret next time. Although I know I'm not qualified enough to say all these things cause I'm not that good also. But I hope you guys will really listen. This is for your own good. I mean it!


So, good luck to all the 2010 Form 5 candidates!

It's supposed to be 5 to 1 right?!
But then finally it's 1 to 12..==
Nevermind la..
It's fun! I like it!!
=)

Do you know me?

I'm so moody these days. Many things happened. So sad, so emo..Actually I wanna message you and tell you yesterday, but I dunno how to express my feeling and I know you won't want to hear it, so I didn't tell you.

Actually, I'm very disappointed with my result too. I'm not meant to hurt anybody, I just wanna express and share my feelings with you. =) Before I went to school to take my result on 11 of March, I did pray to God. "Dear God, I don't have too high expectation on my result, I just wish I can get my result on stage, that's all I want". Finally, God did answered me! But, I'm still not satisfy with the result that I took. I want more than this. I failed!

Then, the day that I wish finally has come.25 April 2010. Yea, is Majlis Anugerah. But, finally I know I'm not qualified enough to attend that event. You know what, I wish I can get the letter. I really hope so! But, everytime it disappoint me. I know some of you guys may thing I'm stupid, crazy, childish or whatever, but I really hope for that. Sometimes, I may think that God is unfair. Some of us study so hard but can't get the result we want, but some of them didn't even study then they can pass with flying color. Maybe Caszxin is right, this is fate! God arranged everything nicely for us. We must learn to accept it. I failed again!

Everything is over and I'll go for Form 6 soon. I swear I'll work harder and harder. I must get good result in STPM. I won't lose anymore!



I guess I should've known better
To believe that my luck had changed
Oh I let my heart and forever
Finally learn each other's name
I tell myself this time is different
No goodbyes 'Cause I can't bear to say it
I'd never survive the one that's coming
If I stay oh no

Just walk away and don't look back
'Cause if my heart breaks it's gonna hurt so bad
You know I'm strong but I can't take that
Before it's too late
Oh just walk away...

~ I really not meant to hurt anybody,
if I hurted you,
I apologize..

Sorry!!

爱情

初恋对每个人而言, 都是
最甜的
最幸福的
最刻苦难忘的
每件与他一起发生或经历的事情
都会牢牢地烙印在心里

可是
结局往往是你意想不到的
这么地残酷
这么地无助
这么地孤独
心中的那阵刺痛
是永远无法忘怀的

春蚕到死丝方尽, 蜡炬成灰泪始干
每个人都渴望一段至死不渝的爱情
越无法得到的东西, 就越想得到
因为这才是
最珍贵
最美好的
这就是人的本性

可是
到头来
换来的却是
泪水和伤痛
痛过了才会醒悟
痛过了才会珍惜

爱情
原本就是一种
可遇不可求的东西
所以
要及时让它发酵
不要等到失去了
才来后悔


我爱你!

Happy Birthday En

Hoh en en !
Happy Birthday..

hope you like the present and the surprise!!
hugs!!
Love ya..
xDD

Guys ,
okay..now I can tell you all why my lovely NIKE shirt was
so dirty and wet yesterday.
I fall down=.=
Infront of the gate of Chee wai's house
'Cause the floor is too wet !
Luckily no people saw it..
Argghh...my right shoulder is so pain..
sobss..=(

Present for daddie..^^

Helloo daddie, happy birthday to you..

Here is the Birthday Card I made for you, hope u like it.. muackxx!


I LOVE YOU !!

This Birthday Card really looks like kidz art work..== I took 1 hour to do it..!

Here is the present : the purple tie..=D

Scream !

The day a door is closed
The echoes fill your soul
They won't say which way to go
Just trust your heart
To find what you're here for
Open another door
But I'm not sure anymore
It's just so hard


Voices in my head
Tell me they know best
Got me on the edge
They're pushing pushing they're pushing
I know they've got a plan
But the ball is in my hands
This time it's man to man
I'm driving fighting inside
A world that's upside down
And spinning faster
What do I do now without you


I don't know where to go
What's the right team?
I want my own thing
So bad I'm going to scream!
I can't choose
So confused
What's it all mean?
I want my own dream
So bad I'm going to scream!


I'm kicking down the walls
I've gotta make them fall
Just break through them all
I'm pushing crashing
I'm gonna fight to find myself
Me and no one else
Which way I can't tell
I'm searching searching
Can't find the way that I should turn
I should turn right or left
It's like nothing works without you


I don't know where to go
What's the right team?
I want my own thing
So bad I'm gonna scream!
I can't choose
So confused
What's it all mean?
I want my own dream
So bad I'm gonna scream!!!

Can I have this dance?

Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music
Be your guide


Won't you promise me
-Now won't you promise me
That you'll never forget
-We'll keep dancing
To wherever we go next


It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding
Someone like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling
The way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

=D

Yap Ke Xin

Lim Tze Ping

Hoh En En

Ong Ee Von

Leong Teng Teng

Joycelyn Chu

I love you guys...!
I really do..
So So So much...
=D

I'm a bee..I'm a bee
I'm a bee bee..I'm a bee
~I'm crazy..
xDD

~ waHAHA...

Sick..

I'm sick...


My eyes are pain like hell...

Got a bit fever...

Headache...

Tired...

I got H1N1?? LOL..

=)

A true friend will try to listen to your fears and comfort your falling tears.

Yesterday night, I was so moody. I cried but I dunno why.. At this moment, the only thing that in my mind is message her. She did reply me. =) Everytime when I'm moody, my brain will automatically send the impulse to my hand and then I'll take my phone and message you. You'll have your own method to comfort me and make me laugh, make me stop crying.. xDD Your words warm my heart a lot =)))


Thanks Casz...!

Best friend forever..!
XOXO..
xDD..

Just wanna be with you

I got a lot of things I have to do
All these distraction
Our future's coming soon
We're being pulled
A hundred different directions
But whatever happens
I know I've got you...

You're on my mind you're in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
We'll be all right
Even if we're miles apart...

All I wanna do
Is be with you, be with you..
There's nothing we can't do
Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
You know it's true
I just wanna be with you...

Just be with you..

You know how life can be it changes overnight
It's sunny then raining but it's all right
A friend like you
Always makes it easy
I know that you get me
Everytime....

Through every up through every down
You know I'll always be around
Through anything you can count on me.....

All I wanna do
Is be with you, be with you.
There's nothing we can't do
Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart
You know it's true
I just wanna be with you...

Addicted to this song..!
Fuhhh..Damn it nice..
Got feel lo...xD

~High School Musical FOREVER!!!
:)))

Be happy, always..

Let's talk bout my moody things first..

Recently, I'm not seems acting like a people. Everyday doing the same chores. No more hiking, movies and jogging in the afternoon. I hate this kind of life. I prefer school life. Form 6 !!! I'm coming..! Now I'm like in the jail doing nothing. I wish to find someone to talk to so that i can sekali gus scream out my feeling, if not, you guys will see me at the tanjung rambutan waiting for the scholarship next time..I know I'm not suppose to say like that, but I REALLY FEEL SO BAD..Everytime when I'm ask to do those chores, I will get angry..

Dad : This is what you suppose to do. Do a bit chores so many comment..??!
~p/s: I know this is what I'm suppose to do but this is not what I like to do. Can you please don't say like this or can you praise me of doing so many chores. At least I will feel happy a bit. I know I'm childish la..but no wrong being childish right..??!! ( I support you tze ping..)


Mom: Don't go any where, stay at home do chores and watch out your grandma.
~p/s: Can you please don't always ask me to do chores. And don't say me lazy..! If I'm lazy, I won't stay at home to do those stupid chores dy, I will go hang out with my friends liao..!


Note to GOD : Dear GOD, Please let HER get well soon. I want my normal life back and GOD, please keep my emo mood away. GOD BLESS ME.


Let's talk some happy things..

I can go hiking with them tomorrow..! Yoohooo..My dad allowed. But DAD, i promise you I will finish my jobs before I go out..=) Guys, let's go McD breakfast...! Long time didn't feel so happy dy..Haha.

I hope I can run up
to the top pf the mountain
and scream out loud! Then, all my
bad mood will "chiu chiu", run away...
=) hehe..

~ Be happy, always..

Friends!!

A while ago, I met a stranger...
.... a stranger who gave me a nice smile!
.... a smile that sowed a special seed.
.... a seed of FRIENDSHIP!!

The seed flourished into a strong, steady and solid FRIENDSHIP!

A FRIENDSHIP that is as tough as an oak tree!
A FRIENDSHIP tree that was full of fun & laughter!
A FRIENDSHIP where we shared our greatest joys
.....and our greatest disasters..xD


We discovered many interesting things together..
But MOST important thing that we discovered was....

Our little Friendship Tree..
which fortunately not a cactus tree..!xDD

But a friendship which was SO SO SO strong that nothing could separate it!

A friendship that is the BEST GIFT in life!!
One that I will treasure FOREVER!! =))


#Thanks for being there when I needed you most!

#Thanks for being honest, kind and sincere!

#Thanks for making me feel special when I'm down!

#Thanks for not judging me by my looks!

#Thanks for having faith in me!

#Thanks for the encouragements that made we succeed!

#Thanks for your time and patience!

#Thanks for the hugs and smiles!

#Thanks for the laughter and fun!

#Thanks for forgiving me when I'm wrong!

#Thanks for keeping my secrets!

#Thanks for remembering my special day! ( hint!!)

#Thanks for giving me help when I needed it!

#Thanks for keeping me company when I'm lonely!

#Thanks for listening to me even though you're busy!

#Thanks for your generousity and unselfishness!

#Thanks for warm hospitality and unconditional friendship!

~Friends Forever~

Love ya!! xDD

Yesterday..

Yesterday ar, "geng" lohhhhh! (p/s : ke xin, pai sei la, i stole your words..xD)

Go swimming at 6.30p.m. Gosh..!他的毛, so many people there!! (p/s : yuan wei, pai sei la, i stole your words pulak..xDD) And many accident happened.

1st~ swim swim swim...boommmm! crashed on a malay guy.
2nd~ wanna start to swim...babbooommm! Accidentally been kicked my ke xin..==
3rd~ wanna get up to the ground at the side of the pool, oppss..dlumm..I failed. So fish..== (that ee von saw my fish accident and laugh until cannot stop..)
4th~ second try, dlumm..failed again.
5th~ third try, yoohooo..I did it..! Dlummmm...hoh en en pulled my leg..! make me fish again..== ( this time, von laugh even louder..)



See, so many accident happened on me in just an hour..!

Guys, call me FISH KING next time..==

~TOODLES.

I hate chores...!

I hate to do chores..!! == But I have to do it..>.<


1) Sweep porch
2) Wash cloth ( include drying and folding )
3) Water the plant at the front door and backyard
4) Sweep upstairs
5) Mop all the vases in my living room (this is the chores I hate the most!!!)
6) Boil hot water for my grandma so that she can take bath at downstairs
7) Help my grandma to 包扎伤口..(this is the most disgusting one)


~So guys, I really need some nite activities to balance out my life..!!

Lastly, pls give me a big clap..!!
xD

Untittled

问君能有几多愁,恰似一江春水向东流

I hope my grounded days wont last long. I need some air, some space , and some freedom.
~grandma, hope you'll get well soon..=)

Great article , =)

Days, weeks, months may passed but our relationship will never last, even when the sun rise in the west and sets in the east. We know that the time that we have been together not long, but I feel my heart had totally occupied by you. Perhaps these words will familiar to you, because I knew that was a lot of people told you before. But, these words never told by me before and you was the first people heard it from my mouth.


This was true from my heart. Others people would probably lied to you, but I swear to GOD I would never ever do this to you. I just want you to know, no matter what happened to you, I will be the first people to be with you because...



I LOVE YOU~

I appreciate it..!

XXX : Hi Vivien! This is for you and another one is for your brother..

Mok mok : Thx..Thank you so much..!

XXX : How many A's did you got in your exam?

Mok mok : 7 A's

XXX : How bout your bro?

Mok mok : 7 A's also.

XXX : Oh..! well done..keep it up ya..

Mok mok : Ok..thx ya..!



~Mayb you guys dunno wat am I taking about..bt, I need 2 tell u all, I appreciate it..! I appreciate so much. Actually, this woman is the leader of Tzu Chi Association,龚师姑. She gave me and my bro an angpau with RM50 inside as the reason today is 观音诞.LOL..She is soo......Haih, I'm speechless..The only word that in my mind now is THANK YOU. She doesn't hav any link with me but she gave us such a BIG angpau..Haih, she makes me felt so terharu..! Thx..I will keep up my good work and promised to do wat you had told me..=)

Any suggestion ??

What is the thing that cause you turn moody ??!

~The weather? too much of chores? something that stuck in your mind and you cant solve it? peoples around you ??


Oh well, I dunno....whatever...!


Then, what will you do when you're eMo..?

~ Watch High School Musical for N times. ( Actually, I am really the fans of HSM, just because the songs in it suit with my mood, that's why I like it so much. )
~Hit zombie..
~Eat something sweEt..

That's all I can do..but, it doesn't work..

Any suggestion..?