numbersssss :)

seriously i love those numbers's status on fb.
it's like we can get to know each other much more better
haha
it's fun!
i like it! <3

wooh! YOU seems like disappeared for a long time.
but actually is only a few days
LOL
:)

IMY!

29-12-2010

you make me smile =)

p/s : i love sending numbers to you although i dunno you xD
pp/s : conclusion from those numbersss : i am tall! ;D , quiet sometimes and i am friendly! xDD
ppp/s : many people stalk my blog leh.. opps!

hearts!
jia you! :)

both of you :)

yes. i wanna talk about both of you.

1.
you are super optimistic. kinda carefree also. i love to chat with you. enjoyed the moment you disturb me. LOL. you have a kind of power i think. you can make me smile and you can make me cry also. you always promised something but you will not be able to do it. erm, i already get used to it. so no worries. you like to make people smile according to what you said. so, i SMILE! =) really dunno why, i knew you not for a very long time but you seems changed my life alot. should i say thanks to you? erm okay.. thanks! actually i enjoy the situation with you like this although... erm, whatever la. i dont care. as long as i'm happy then that's more than enough. cheers!

2.
erm. you are an emo guy. always like to keep things inside your heart and dun wan to tell others. you look cheerful and happy all the time but actually you're not. :( sometimes, share those unhappy things with your friend will make you feel better. erm, i know you're very down. cheer up. everything'll be fine. trust me! i'll always here to support you :) really enjoy the moment with you. you can make me laugh for no reason. haha! but i dun like your serious look. erm, try to relax. dont be so tension all the time. later you'll become crazy xD haha. cheers!

hearts!

it's really hurt when i saw that

:(

waiting

waiting for the end
waiting for the beginning!

hmm

thinking too much makes me tired

maybe i should stop thinking too much
and
start planning for my STPM next year

hmm..

bye 2010

this year is totally a bad year
many things happened
and i hope everything will over soon
god bless

during this year
i did learned alot

first
i got my driving license
i can drive
and this will be the first time i control the vehicle :)

next
i know how to earn monehh
i still remember those dayss
go cosway and help
go NASAM for some volunteer work
go MS.VEG to earn monehh
with zaboh cas
these stronger our friendship bond :D

next
went for Form 6 at SABS
knew alot of new friendss
got a super nice class teacher
he is just like our dad
he bring us to GAMBANG WATER PARK
we have lots of fun there
thanks Mr.Tan :)

next
first time of my final exam and i got super bad results
i fail my chemistry
haih
i hope i can do well next time :(

next
tonnes of tuition
everyday except sunday
maths 4 hours
bio 2 hours
nearly crazy

finally
this bad year end up with something good
i went to church with cas pink and en
at least something meaningful


BYE 2010


here comes 2011

ILY!

something

有不好的预感
希望不会发生
太阳依旧灿烂
地球继续转
加油!

:((

to : santa

today after the church
pink en and me went to ecm
*so sad cas cant join :(
since my mom ask me to look for some nice new year dress
so we decided to go padini
then it reminds me of the stripy jacket!
idk why i love it very very very much
since the first day i saw it
it is just a normal stripy jacket with purple grey and white colour
but
i think i look nice when i wear it!
LOL
i love it so much
but..
i doesnt exist anymore
sold out! :((

aww :(

waiting

merry xmas!

wooh! merry xmas everyone!
i will hang a socks infront of my bed tonight
hoping that i will get a big present from santa claus xD
HAHA
i'm going for a xmas party tonight o.O
sounds great
got a big turkey waiting for me there :P
and we can exchange present
*i haven buy anything yet actually =x*

and i will go for the church tomorrow <3
omg!
getting very excited dy!

why? :(

ILY

2 more days
left 2 more days

is HIS birthday! :)

gbu
<3

teehee!

great! i am in good mood today! :D

yeah!

我很开心你没事了
今晚可以睡觉了

friends for life!
<3

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

there's nothing much i can say
hey
no...
..
everyone is going outstation
melaka
KL
genting
even you
also going to melaka ==
haih
boring xmas
lonely xmas

fine
i go for movie alone on that that
emo for the whole day
zzzz

i want to go! :(
dont ignore me! :(
dont leave me alone! :(
:(((((((((((((

school is going to reopen soon
and i haven go for any trip or vacation yet
this will make me regret for my whole life!
i am sad
i am moody
i'm 18 dy this year!
and i want freedom!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((
i am like a bird inside the cage
:((((((((((((((((((((((

我已经长大了
:(

_

i'm officially sick
fever and gastric
due to insufficient of sleeping
and often skipped my dinner

lonely christmas

christmas is coming
but
seems like you guys are having trip to melaka and kl
and genting
no one is at kuantan

i'm alone here at kuantan
celebrating christmas myself
in the room
really hope that i can join
but this is impossible
right?

lonely christmas
with my spongebob spiderman and the dirty yellow bear
but i know YOU are with me
right?
i miss you

merry christmas mokie

back to normal

okay
from now on
i swear
i will change my sleeping time
no more sleep at 8p.m and wake up at 12.30a.m and sleep back again at 4a.m
omg
this seriously make me feel like wanna die

my sleeping time really turn upside down
my biological clock is being disturbed
okay
i will find something else to do instead of sleep so early
regret not listen to you yesterday
and i am awake again at 2a.m :(

对不起

great ._.

omg
seriously
i dunno what happened to me
suffer from insomia for almost every night
yesterday is the worst
at sleep at 4a.m
because of the stupid ecology project

i was typing the thing for a whole day dy
from afternoon until evening
from lunch until dinner
but still not yet complete
i hate doing those table and typing those scientific names
god damn
it make me wanna eat up the whole book
grh

i sleep at 8p.m yesterday
and i wake up at 12.30 a.m
great right?
luckily yee ping also not yet sleep
i chatted for a whole night
until 4a.m
whoaa..
my status's comment reached 115
haha
so proud huh ._.

then
the consequence of insomia is
headache and dizzy
i wake up at around 9 something
and i can feel the world is turning
so fast
like a roller coaster
whoa..
._.
and i was listening to 枫 for a whole night
i already repeated for dunno how many n times dy
really addicted
to the lyric
maybe...
yea i guess so

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

周杰伦 - 断了的玄

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说
哎哟我笑后
表情终于有点难过握着你的手
问你决定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

addicted to this song too
yea so true

周杰伦 - 枫

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明
就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔
已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边


被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔
已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪

让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

Addicted to this song so much!
love the lyric so much!

yesterday noon

watching movie and listening to music can make you feel better
owh!
social network quite nice :D

the movie is about :
On a fall night in 2003, Harvard undergrad and computer programming genius Mark Zuckerberg sits down at his computer and heatedly begins working on a new idea. In a fury of blogging and programming, what begins in his dorm room soon becomes a global social network and a revolution in communication. A mere six years and 500 million friends later, Mark Zuckerberg is the youngest billionaire in history... but for this entrepreneur, success leads to both personal and legal complications.

Eduardo Saverin really handsome !

i really enjoyed so much yesterday afternoon :)

untittled

有一种不舍得的感觉?

LOL

this is funny

i was chatting with my mom on fb chat
asking permission to go somewhere
and the answer is
see how first ==

:)

you changed alot.
this is a good news i think :)

idk

recently, i sleep very late at night
and i dunno why
usually when i was 12 years old
i can sleep at 8p.m
* i know this is unbelievable, but it is true ==*
but now
i just couldnt close my eyes
yesterday night
i slept at 3.30a.m
owh!
i also dunno whats wrong with me :(

suddenly feel that
LIFE IS BORING
i just wan a holiday
i just wanna go out for a vacation or a movie or a trip
why is it seems so difficult :(
well, i also dunno what am I talking about actually
maybe I was just toooo bored
i dun wan a holiday that full with tons of tuitions and projects

and suddenly i feel like i am a bird in a cage that has no freedom
i wish i can fly
as high as i want

i enjoyed the moment
really

silent night

Silent night
attended friend's dad funeral yesterday
although I didnt saw her dad before
but
I can understand her feeling
is that the person that you love so much suddenly gone
he went to a new world
no more pat
no more hug
feel lost
feel sad

nothing much we can do
we just sit there silently with her
hope she will be alright soon
we love you girl
Be strong

sorry dad
i know i'm not a good daughter
but
i love you

也许

最近发生了很多事
我只希望能赶快雨过天晴
希望能一起经过重重难关
不希望一些不想要的事发生

好像少了一些东西
也许 已经不像从前了
也许 是我想太多
也许 一切都不同了
也许 是时候忘记了

但是 我能吗?

_

已经很久没见了
一见面你又说错话了

STFU!

serious! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!
damn you!
tingwei and I working so hard to fix the problem of insect box
and you just say you want this and not satisfy that
fuck you!
keep your mouth shut!
you dont have the right to say anything!
I find the name of those insects
I change the polystyrene
put the black paper
and I also went to school with tingwei to preserve the cockroach!
and now why tell me, what the hell you have done?!
damn you
you just know to sit there and complaint
yea, you did catch the insect
but did you preserved it?
you didnt!!
stop complaining!
tingwei and I really put alot of hard work on the insect's box
we even went to xin mei's and see their insect's box because we need to do some referrence
we not just sit there doing nothing!

OMG! I hope you're all right :(

直到我忍无可忍的那一天
我真的会打你

"/

sorry for disappeared for a long time.
i am dead
i got nothing to tell
okay this post sounds so emo
yea
i am quite not in mood lately
trying hard to go back to normal
no worries
your beloved mokie will be fine soon

好久不见

big trouble!

oh no!
big prob!!
my insect box not yet complete
and i need to pass up on 6 of Dec!
and the leaves oso.
not yet complete leh!

I'm in a mess now!
everyday tuition and I got no time to go and care bout that.
grhh
big trouble!

FML

super bad mood today!
really pissed off!
my dad wake me up early in the morning 6.30a.m!
padahal my extra class starts 8.30a.m!
grhh
then after i bath, i received the msg from nan hua.
" extra class canceled "
FML!
wake up early morning then suddenly class canceled!
then, whats the point i wake up so early?!
I really hate people disturb me when i'm sleeping!

I really dammit tired after a whole day of tuition.
can you please leave me alone
not that i dun wan to talk to you
i just that i'm dammit tired
i fb you scold, i sleep you also scold
then what do you wan me to do?!
always said i din talk to you, what do you wan me to talk about?!
really
night is only the time that i can relax my mind
really
i need someone to talk to

你能体量我吗?
我已经很累了

holiday?

I'm sick
headache then fever
maybe too much tuition then not enough sleep
haih
this holiday not seems like a holiday for me
everyday tuition
until I have do time to enjoy it
i hope all this will over very very soon

我从来没变过, 只是你变了..

the end of the day

Finally today's tuition marathon has come to the end
I'm damn tired
7.30 hours
T.T
sorry for everything
xD

你说把爱渐渐放下回忆走更远

又何必去改变已错过的时间

blek

actually i am just joking
you really mean it
hahahaha
:P

《稻香》 珍惜一切，就算沒有擁有。

_

《回到過去》思緒不斷阻擋著回憶播放.盲目的追尋依然空空蕩盪,灰濛蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去.一轉身孤單已躺在身旁...

《安靜》 我會學著放棄你，是因為我太愛你

i mean it

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend
Someone who changes you life by just being part of it
Someone who make you laugh until you cant stop
Someone who make you believe that there really is good in the world
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it

This is FOREVER FRIENDSHIP!

-still the same and never changed

feeling

心情又错中复杂
你出现在对的时候
但
说了不对的话
我不想去明白
也不想去了解

changed

I hope it never happen
Everything just like before
but
it seems impossible

hi and bye

4.0

trying hard to work it out!
on my study
my future
and everything
I did badly this time in my final year exam
i fail my chemistry
and i got only 2.17 for the pointer
this is horrible
I need 4.0 to achieve my dream
dare to dream but scared to lose
to become a doctor is not easy
to study the medicine course is not easy too
i am being told to not become a doctor and not to take medicine course by my cousin which is currently studying medicine course at London
she said this is not as easy as you think
and i never think it is easy to become a doctor
but at least I have to try
i should not give up!
since I already choose biology is my major subject in my STPM
but i nearly failed it
I really got study
not that i just sit there and do nothing before exam
I memorize everything
but everything i MEMORIZE din come out in exam
i memorize calvin cycle then it come out kreb cycle
i memorize replication of DNA then it come out translation of DNA
these means i have to work hard in this coming holiday
memorize everything!
and chemistry!
i think i need rabbit as my sifu
rabbit, please help me !
and my maths 1 is totally sucks!
have to concentrate more on the AP and GP
PA also.
the holy essay!

remember this
we are all in this together
" one for all and all for one!"
hugs!

heeheh!

其实
没有什么啦
保持现状
我就很开心了
:D

p/s: I'm still waiting.

pp/s: XMAS is coming! heheheh!

!

Okay!
I really dunno what to say dy
I am speechless

-

真的不喜欢 :(

_

-

Please get away from me!

Grhh!
不要想太多

_

secret world :)

my turn

I am always here for you
I mean both of you
cheer up
hugs!



p/s : sorry for everything
pp/s : *circling on the floor*

JUMBO

random post
i'm bored
*mushroom on my head*
i am here at africa dy
say HI to mr elephant
and giraff also :P

omg!
i'm bored
start to crap liao
you guys can ignored me ==
i wan to go for movie! :(((
anything will do
i dun wan to stay at home

~i'm hurted

~i hate you! fucker!!

~my brain cell only active at night ;D

gambang trip :)

went to gambang water park yesterday
not bad la
play for the whole day
very super exhausted
but quite happy also la

lots of things happened
it is a memorable trip actually
thanks to bao dan
thank you very much
because he help us to find our tube and he fall down
i feel so sorry to him
that why
as a qualified st johner
i help him to paste the plaster and clean the wound
hehe
kononnya xD

at night
everyone went into our room
and we all have our steamboat there
super full
until wanna vomit ==
and i wan to tell
i think it feels good eating at the balcony at night
haha
sounds emo lol
then
sambil eat sambil crap with ishwaar
lots of things to crap i dunno why
sorry ishwaar
i cant multi task
please dun talk to me while i'm msg-ing
jealous kononnya ==
haha

then
go for swimming early in the morning
the water is damn damn cold ><
i already learned how to breathe dy
and i learned " frog style " too :P
mr tan taught me
haha
come come
i show you next time

thats all for the trip :)

we go together again next time :DD

you are like GOD
omg!

you know everything although i din tell you
you are the first person that able to read my mind
clap ==

i am still.... although....
LOL

hope you are alright :)
hugs!

!!!!

think before you talk idiot!
because talking is an irreversible reaction
you cant take back what you talk
dont regret!!!

i wan this badly!

NIKE bottle T.T

bird~

bird is getting mad soon!
exam? haih
I still need lots of hard work to achieve my dream
okay la
learned from the mistake as Mr Tan said
" Fail is nothing! as long as you learned from the mistake " xD
everything will be fine after woke up from a looooongg nap :D

-it wont goes wrong by following your advices! haha! i like this :P
-please dont be so serious when people are joking with you! fuck you!
-i'm still the same but the world is changing
-i love bird~

i left nothing

Everything is over
dun think bout it anymore
just let it go
focus on your exam my bird
you already fail your chemistry
so please dun fail the others anymore
i know you can
just dont think too much
just concentrate!


p/s : i think i did something wrong
p/ss : this time big prob dy
p/sss : i know you're not the only person in my world, you can get lost if you wan
p/ssss : who can teach me?? what should i do? :(((

傻鸟 :P

有一天
一只傻傻的小鸟
发现了一样东西
然后他就去按
O.o
有反应的噢!
觉得很好玩
然后他就很开心 :)

~痴孖根!

okay, you guys can ignore me cause i really boring until wanna grow mould dy
study chemistry non stop since 8.30 p.m yesterday
tired~
exhausted~

p/s : i love the magic apple! i love you also la :P
p/ss : dont too stressed babe!
p/sss : you very funny~ !
p/ssss : what make you so happy?
p/sssss : the owl babe me ==

20 Oct 2010

Today
I'm lost in school.
THis sounds funny i know
you can laugh me if you want

After 3 periods of Biology and 4 periods of Maths T today
I'm totally exhausted
Really no mood dy
After Bio, Mr tan said wanna have extra class at L6S4 again~
then, me and Ishwaar go find teacher to sign the koko book at bilik tayangan
we infromed teacher we're going back for extra class
after that
we went back to class
sin yen said class canceled dy
then, we planned to go tea time
but
it's raining heavily
then, we went to canteen
sit there doing nothing
finally the rain stops
they say wan to go out again~
we went to the door beside canteen there
3 of them went out dy
when reach my turn
i saw Datin Anum and Pn Syamalah
but actually if i din saw them
I think i wont go out oso
not really have the mood to go out

then
I walk back to the blok again~
feel so lonely~
again
i'm not in mood for no reason
I went to the staircase at bilik tayangan there
dun wan to go in
I stand there for nearly half an hour with my heavy bag
msg my wing and chat for a while to calm down my feeling
the feeling of lost and lonely is terrible!
this stupid bird really dunno how to take care of herself when the wing is not here ==
finally
they came down and i can go home dy

stupid bird!
why you seems so emo recently?
please keep your emoness away
is time to studty!


失言. 失望

quote

"Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy"

Emo is no good for health
So, cheer up mokie!

whatevvvvvvvverr

I'm not in mood again since yesterday
and i dunno why
maybe?
or?
should be..
whatevvverr...

but now,
i'm okay dy i think
ask you say
dont think too much
then
everything will be fine~
right?

thanks to my sunshiner once again :)

budak perasan
ya la
very good la~
i din expect you take it seriously
i just say for fun xD
thanks anyway

again~

again~
i think i'm wrong~
fine~
everything will be alright~

exam is coming~
dont think too much~
mokie, FOCUS!

I'm not alone anymore~

Really not in mood this morning~
went for the ST JOHN duty at TC with casz~
This really not seems like a duty~
early in the morning
went there
go MCD for breakfast~
then go TC 2 stand by
no cases happened~

around 10 something like that
went to ECM with my wing :)
today she has a heavy task
that is
to make me happy~ xD
we went to our beloved shop!
NIKE
PADINI
ROXY
ROYAL SPORTING
AL IKHSAN
POLO
and we went to baskin robins to have a caramel ice cream :D

I'm so happy today!
all thanks to my wing~
love ya~
hugs!

you're with me always when i need you~
really~
i think this is serious
no more turning back~

I am alone~

我是一个令人担心的小孩.

Yesterday night,
I feel so alone~
Sitting at the lobby there
but everyone is inside the hall enjoying the night~
I facebook at the lobby for all most 3 hours.
I eat at the lobby there~
Everyone was looking at me
I feel like want to cry actually
Luckily my wing is on facebook~
Luckily Ishwaar is with me~
I'm lucky I have a friend like you~
I appreciate it~
thanks alot
love you~

Sorry for making you guys worry.
I'm so sorry.
I know everything you did is for my own good.
I know you care bout me.
I know what to do dy~
Thanks.

I'm still not in mood~

I hope this is not the truth.

L.O.L

I wish I could make a wish right now
wish right now
wish right now..


A sky that without any star
will make you feel lonely..
Okay, I'm crapping
Just ignore me
I dunno what to write actually
I know you know what I know

L.O.L

^^

hehe!
i'm happy!
Muet speaking is over!
THANK YOU SO MUCH~
I LOVE YOU~





p/s : exam is coming soon! i still dunno anything esp my chemistry !
p/ss : hope i can pass in all the subjects !
p/sss : hope i can get band 4 in my Muet test !
p/ssss : hope you get well soon, take care ~ !

LeeHom (你不知道的事) - Jason Chen Cover + Shoutout to Chinese fans!!

a night which is full of joy and laughter!

Yesterday night! ^^
i was super happy!!
all of the zabohss gather around and had a slumber party! xD
Yay!
We eat together, play together and sleep together!
I love the feelings!

and..

we found out something awesome! nonono, is beyond awesome!!

JASON CHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

He is great! his voice make me melt!
and
caszy baby sitting infront of the comp and high for nearly 3 hours! ;D
OMG!

Lastly, we had a girls talk before sleep!

THE END :)

I'm speechless!

I think of you suddenly.. ><
I miss you
OMG!
what the tuuuut feeling is this!
T.T



why i cant on my msn here??! @#$%

SPEECHLESS!

L.O.L

I .....

It's the quarter after one, I'm alone and I need you now.
I need you now..
I need you now..
now..
now..
...

...

E.M.O

..

nothing else.
We're just friend :)

;)

feel sorry to maxis :(
but happy cause can change to digi :)
dilemia ==
funny-_-
reserved for you :P
then? ><

==

Truth or Dare?
What would you choose?
==

This is a dangerous game..
gosh..

i wan potato!

I'm super confused! what to do? EXAM IS COMING! ><

I wan fish and chips!
OHHH.. the potato got leaf dy.
yeah! can make chips dy.
then, is time to go fishing.
:P

~this is the symptom of over stress.

quote for today

:P

傻傻的.
想太多.
我很搞笑的咯. ==

urgghh! you make me pai seh again.
i wanna kill you

-_________________________-

why?

I'm bad. Sorry. love ya..
and
I got loadss of thing wan to tell..

Why am I so bad temper recently??!

FUCK YOU!

I hate backstabber! FUCK YOU!
You're my aunt, SO WHAT!!
You did something wrong, still expect me to talk to you nicely?
I still answer you already consider very good dy..

THINK BEFORE YOU TALK! WTF!

AND!!
I HATE PEOPLE BACKSTAB ME INFRONT OF MY PARENT ECSPECIALLY MY DAD!
SO PLEASE DONT DO IT AGAIN!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK!


AND!!
PLEASE DONT SAY ME ACT COOL!
I DIDNT!
IS BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION!


THINK PROPERLY BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING! PLEASE USE YOUR BRAIN!

:(

I like to make those freaking weird expression..
and I like your expression too!

but

it seems impossible..

tired..
:(

i know what are you trying to tell actually,
and i just dont wan to say it out.
you hurted me..

happy mid-autumn festival :)

Happy mid- autumn festival to all my beloved friends!
We're going to celebrate this BIG event at TC tonight!
I love it because we can gather there and play around!
Luckily my house didn't celebrate it and thats why i can go with you guys!
I'm so happy! :D

too bad caszxin cant go :(

Okay..
hope we have a nice day tonite

I love you guys!

...

I beg you please dont ask me anything about that later! ==
but i think you will.
OH.. PLEASE LA!
if not,
you will kena gao gao from me..

Think of it before saying anything.

quote for today

I hate your expression but I love your reaction! :P
dont jealous please.. ==

><

==

哇! 我真的接受不到!
真的接受不了啊!!!

你的样子很适合去拍恐怖片!
看到我都吓到..
其实, 我很怕 ==


真的接受不到啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

...

Suddenly feel like still got a lot of things not yet done. Especially our R&D! :( I heard from joycelyn that we need to present it 3 more weeks later.. OMG!

I got my MUET letter dy, speaking test is on 14 of OCT and final year exam is on 21 OCT! It's just around the corner! I'm scared! ><

I really cant .... thats why I must work harder!! REALLY!!

and

I swear I wan to study my BIO AT LEAST FOR 2 CHAPTER IN THIS WEEK!

I feel so stressed!
someone please help me
:(

One day..

One day, TTS apprentice meet Mr. LION

then,

Mr LION ask TTS apprentice
" Why are you so lame recently? but sometime you're super funny == "
" yeah! I learned from my SIFU"
" then who is your sifu? == "
" Mr LION "

Nothing I wan to say actually,
I'm bored.



You can click the exit button now.
:P

!

Everything back to normal dy! teehee! ><

wulala..

...

Quote of the day via facebook application :

Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''

From moKiE.

..

I wish we're thinking the same thing.
on the same path
and having the same frequency.
and...
I really hate you sometimes!!

:(

Last day of highway duty at gambang

Officially off duty dy!

*Salute* xD
I will miss all those moment we play cards together, crapping, having dinner, go gambang water park, and eat ais kacang!
Glad that no cases happen.

and...
I'm officially a panda after coming back from duty. You imagine only sleep for 1 hour and still go for BIOLOGY tuition the next morning..

" 8 human go duty, 8 panda coming back!"

~I love this quote!!

and...
surprisingly I lose weight after duty. 61kg?? Impossible wor.. I ate so many but I lose weight? haha.. maybe something wrong at somewhere of my stomach, maybe there's a hole there and the food escape out.. xD

and...
I had my first time of filling the petrol for uncle ong's car at the petrol station. DR HEW laugh at me for dunno how to fill it..==

and...
sorry DR HEW for being not punctual yesterday. Thousands of apologize for that. Dun angry ya..

and...
we had ice-cream after our last dinner at Sri Jaya. All thanks to our beloved Dr Hew Kin Sun. We love you! <3

Looking forward for the next duty!

><

purple in colour.. :P

THIS IS ME!!
After duty for so many hours at gambang
and only sleep for 1 hour..

Caszy babeh say i turn purple colour dy..
OMG!
This is horrible..


TADDAH :

hey guys, see the eyes

DONT SEE THE SIZE OKAYY...
:P

me!!!

I got very super emo meh recently?
got la.. a bit only okayy.. :P

Ok ok, I'll stop emo-ing..
I'm back to normal!
Thanks to all of you.
^^

I can see the sunshine!!
:P

again..

Is going for highway duty again tomorrow.
I hope the thing wont ruin my mood.
Really not in mood.
I feel guilty.
Is my fault.
I'm terrible!
Damn!

又哭了
但
我相信
哭过就好了
泪水以后就是彩虹.

..

If I say I'm ok
actually
I'm still not that ok..

Still..

Ok, stop it.

..

Sorry no cure i know
Is my fault.
I hurted you..

sorry...
i know i'm bad..

highway duty..

Highway duty yesterday at Gambang, no cases happen. :)

Drank a cup of nescafe and it made me dammit excited and not sleepy at all for the whole night. I hate you nescafe. I'm damn tired when I'm at BIO tuition. urghh..==

Then, I play Facebook for the whole night until 2 something then only I feel the tiredness. Btw, I just slept for 3 hours like that yesterday. :(

Okay, I wan to mention this.

Had this kind of feeling when i'm in the ambulance during the night time. *going for dinner at Sri Jaya*

Although i'm with a team of people,

but

this kinda weird feeling still there.

夜深了，

天也黑了，

望着一望无际的天空，

星星睡了，

所以

我也该睡了。

:D

Something is missing!!

urghh..

:(

...

You'll feel something when you're on the highway middle of the night.

Some kind of feeling you dont know maybe

but

I think YOU understand..

right right??

I know you know what I know..

muah!!!

..

雨纷纷 旧故里草木深
我听闻 你始终一个人
斑驳的城门 盘踞着老树根
石板上回荡的是 再等

..

It is gone :(
I miss those dayss :(

..

IF!

..

I think I'm..

..

"多的是
你不知道的事"

<3

:)

@@

..

I really hate you you know?!
You are RUDE but padahal you always said i'm rude.
You didn't think before you talk.
You hurted others and you dunno..?
WTH

I swear I dun wan to talk to you anymore
Yea, and I really didnt talk to you
and you didnt talk to me either.

But..

why you msn me..==
I hate you! you started everything but you end it yourself by msn me say you wanna borrow my irene's homework?!! and pura-pura wanna kacau me by asking "who are you?"==
Do you know you're super selfish!!!
Everytime, when you wanna borrow my Irene's file, Mr Tan's file, PA file, Chemistry PEKA, Chemistry file and whatever la....I will borrow it to you for sure.

But..

When I need you..where are you? when I need you to study group together for Chemistry, where are you?!! But, when you need us to study group Maths, we're there with you. WTHHH...
really very dissapointed with you but what can I do?

Fine..

:((((

Here is a bad news :((((

My cat's son dead.
Hope you rest in peace.
GOD BLESS YOU! <3

I LOVE YOU!

Adam G.Sevani

My boyfriend!

...

发生了就无法挽回
过去了
本来有的那分感情都已经没了
算了
已经彻彻底底地失望了.

good night!

Caszy baby, Me and Mama Cow slept over at en's house yesterday for MERDEKA COUNTDOWN! But actually we din countdown also. And we're having GIRLS TALK! xD

This is fun! Talk until 1 something still not yet sleep. ^^

Next time, lets sleep over at my house :P

无言

你们从来不会从我的方面去想,

作了一件事情,
你不会因为我作了
而感到骄傲
你只会觉得我作得不够好

当我在认真地作东西时,
你永远都看不到
你只看到我在玩的时候
而又来骂我

有时
当我回答你的问题时
你又不睬我
但
当我不回答你的问题时
你又骂我没有礼貌

我很想说 :
我没有回答你的问题
不是我没有礼貌
而是我觉得你的问题
没有回答的需要

你可以不要这样说我吗?
我不是只有向你那钱时
才和你说话
是你有时都不睬我
而我又不懂要说什么


我很累了.

:P

How to Lose Weight : Turn your head to the left, then to the right. Repeat when offered food. xD

...

失落时候，有你这样的朋友陪着真好。。。

not bad xD

Just walked back from school with caszybaby! Whooosh..tired.
You imagine two fellows walk under the BIG BIG sun with the ST JOHN FULL UNIFORM from school to the house. Wahh...this is the first time lo I walked back home *manja* xD

Then I keep saying that I wanna accompany caszy baby to walk home then only I walk back to my home. But she keeping saying that I'm crazy :P Your house there got many dog ma, later you kena kejar and gigit punggung you how?! xDD

But lastly, she also not allow me to follow her back and she sent me across the road then we wave hand and say BYE BYE. haha!! funny..xD

just chat with shaun foo at facebook
he told me that
he saw me walk back

BUT

he dint stop me fetch me back
because of the reason he is busy.
how dare you!
:(

mokie's quote : I follow you go back your house. xD

my first time! :D

This is the first time I donated blood!! wheee....
I'm so proud of myself!

First, I'm a bit scared when the nurse wanna check our blood type. OUCH! She cucuk a small hole on my hand. :( pain leh..Then, after the checking, I went to the counseling room. O.o The doctor did ask a lot. When she ask me got any allergic anot, then I say i got allergic to MANY antibiotic. I show her the list. She shows the "WAHHH!! gan yiu lorrr" face cause I'm allergic to 5 types of antibiotic. :p

After that, is time of "blood"! haha... starts to feel panic and scared. The nurse was holding a BIG needle and she cucuk me! OUCHHH! this time really pain but is for awhile only la. After 15 minutes, everything is done! Then I straight away stand up and look for casz padahal i still not allow to move but i dunno. Then, the nurse saw me stand up. She like "wahhhhhh!! tangok budak ni!! ei! cepat pergi rehat!" xDD Oppss, then I pun go rehat. I feel pening straight after I sit down X.x After rest for 10 minutes, the nurse ask me to go and take some light food. I drank a cup of MILO. Then, she gave me some vitamin and a sourvenier! Whaoooo... I'm so proud! This is the first time I donated blood!

Me and casz are blood group B.
Next time if I need blood, donate to me ya!
xDD


HI5 casz!

-MISSION COMPLETE-

^^

I'm happy today! :P

..

Am I really that rude?
then i apologize for that..
but,
your words really hurt me you know?

AGM

Yesterday was a wonderful night! ^^ All of us went for the AGM 2010 that held at MEXICA. I am one of the guard of honour. ( the name sounds great but our job is not that easy as you imagine) . Me, teng, mei chee, joy, munyee and shu teng stand there for almost 1 and a half hour to wait for the VIP to arrive. == You imagine your beloved mokie suffer headache from morning until now and still need to stand for so long time. I'm glad that i didn't faint.
~ben lai man houw see i so headache and he give me 2 minutes to go upstair to find casz to have some water. BUT, when i reached upstair, damn many people. REN SHAN REN HAI, SHUI XIE BU TONG! == I cant manage to find yap ke xin :(. Then, I go down with a sad sad and dissapointed face. BUT, luckily, meng hui the super kind guywent to his car and take some water for us if not i dunno what will happend next. THX TO MENG HUI! :D

Finally, all the VIP arrived! IS TIME TO EAT!!! I'm so super duper extremly FF hungry! haha. I ate quite alot. The performance is awesome.


" lets drink our tea!"
~ All of us were drunk because of having the alcoholic chinese tea xD


Lastly,
Is time for our beloved DR HEW to deliver his speech. 60% of the girls cried. :( He is goin to retire this year :((

WE LOVE YOU DR HEW!

( I'll be there)




<3

..

is very headache after i came back from mexica. >< i think is because of joycelyn's bad drving skill, HAHA! no offence ya..

or maybe is because of.......
you know i know
:)

...

Is happy cause had an economic shopping with caszy baby and en. We use the 5 ringgit voucher to buy 3 ice cream and 1 french fries. THen, we walk to city link to post casz lee hom's album! quite a happy day.

but,

I need to go for the reharsal tomorrow morning! emo.. why cant we just go a bit earlier at night and reharsal there. Just cancel the reharsal in the morning la! What for we need to go early in the morning and training??! You imagine, 7 zao 8 zao go kawat at mexica??! damn fxxxxxx weird! Just because you want to see us training and call us go there early in the morning and train and let you see!!

This little thing had messed up my whole nice and pretty schedule!

1) I cant go catch insect with them
2) cant go TC and celebrate bao dan's bday

fine!
go then go lor..
I dont have the right to say no oso!
:((

...

This expression really suit me at this moment.
:(

blood bank duty ! :D

ME, KEXIN, MEICHEE, MUNYEE AND CHEEJIA went for the blood bank duty today! At first, we're told that this duty is lame and boring. BUT, I dont think so!! It is fun and intersting! We saw a lots of apparutus and mechine that is use for blood donation. We also saw the BIG BIG centrifugation machine. There is a lot of BLOOD inthe bilik komponen but dint see any blood A. There is lots of blood B+ and O+. Damn interesting! We also learned how to check the B/P pressure but I still dont know. I dint hear any sound come out from the stethescope only meichee heard it. funny == Then, the nurse left the 5 xiao zaboh there in the room. SO, IS TIME FOR CAMWHORE!

haha..here are some picture we took :

looks professional. xD

haha.. casz is my patient! :D



Funny munyee..:)

thats all for today.
and
for you guys information,
i'm goin to donate blood next week,
wish me luck!
:D

..

Really addicted with the song 王力宏 - 你不知道的事!

the lyric is very meaningful
it touches my heart alot!

你不知道我為什麼離開你 我堅持不能說放任你哭泣 你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地 在心理清晰 你不知道我為什麼狠下心 盤旋在你看不見的高空裡 多的是 你不知道的事

emo..

Future!

Our future!
Work hard for something you want
Nothing is impossible!
Your effort will paid off in the future

GOOD LUCK TO ME AND BELOVED FRIENDS!
:D

你不知道的事

Today :

very happy! going for movie with a bunch of xiao zaboh to watch "LOVE IN DISGUISE" ! This movie is awesome! Thumbs up! Ok, although I'm not leehom's fans but I still like the movie very much. It touches my heart alot. :P
and I want to mention this, I like the song very much!!!!! OMG!! 你不知道的事 <3
Aww.. so sweet! ><
Really speechless!
I love it x10000000!
no..
I'm dying!

Click this!

蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛 才學會飛行
夜空灑滿了星星 但幾顆會落地
我飛行 但你墜落之際
很靠近 還聽見呼吸
對不起 我卻沒捉緊你

你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地
在心理清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛 才學會飛行
夜空灑滿了星星 但幾顆會落地
我飛行 但你墜落之際
很靠近 還聽見呼吸
對不起 我卻沒捉緊你

你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地
在心理清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事

我飛行 但你墜落之際
HO ~ HO ~ HO ~
你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地
在心理清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事

I love you!
:D

^^

巨蟹座像木乃伊，酷酷的外表下其實有著讓人意想不到的柔弱。

:P
not bad ah!

I like this!

"Some people come into our lives & leave footprints on our hearts. Others come into our lives & make us wanna leave footprints on their face."

Smile~ C:

..

not in mood.
:(

Thanks alot !

OK, I better mention this earlier before I start to blog. This post is abit sensitive or whatever I dunno la, if you think what I said is nonsense, you can quit. I dun mind. :)

Actually I'm abit sad about leaving of Pn Wong. She is not goin to teach us anymore. :( When I met with her for the 1st time on the 1st lesson of MUET in the class, I said to myself. I hate her very much, F---!. " YOU FAT AND SHORT AUNTY! ALWAYS LIKE TO ORDER PEOPLE TO DO THINGS" but all these unhealthy thinking moves away from my mind when she say something to us that touched my heart and i forget whats that ady. Then, today she said " I'm having lots of fun teaching this class, this is the most excellent class that i had ever thought. and i think there is BAND 6 student in your class if you guys work a little bit harder * I'm sure that student she say definately not me :p* I have to let go you and let those teacher who apply for the GURU AKADEMIK to have a chance to teach you all. I feel very sad. * the whole class are sad, jason tried to beg teacher to stay and I nearly cry* haih. what to do, teacher also has her own thing that she want to do, so we cant be so selfish. We must respect her wish too.

~No Offence.


So, I hope I can make my own record to get at least BAND 4 for my MUET.

Thanks teacher. Really thanks alot! <3
:D

下雨天

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出那些
差别结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出那些
差别结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出那些
差别结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

strive for it!

The difficulties of life are intended to make us better — not bitter.If you want that "something", you must strive hard on that "something" !!

bad day :(

明天会更好 :(

..

为什么我会有这种感觉? :(

Thanks zaboh!

Ok, is time for me to wake up.
Von, you're right!
I got your words.
and
Ke Xin,
thanks for everything.
* luckily you din saw my 猫样 :D

I know my eyes is super bengkak this morning
sorry lah,
neh, itu yap ke xin lo.
siad those sensitive-sensitive's words.
haha.
ok la.
Dont want blame you la,
later angry pulak :p


sorry mama cow for wasting your credit
sorry casz for let you worry.


能力是靠自己证明
不是让别人来断定

I LOVE YOU! <3

OMG!

My cat is damn emo recently, she refused to eat and play with me. :(
and lastly, my mom gave her sebiji of panadol.
OMG! gan yiu!

" get well soon! "

..

I think this is .......
hard to describe.
changed.
too close?
but...

aiks.
shh..shh...

错中复杂的心情

..

Give yourself permission to be un-busy. Give yourself an hour or a day to simply be. Allow yourself the luxury of a small retreat. Allow your spirit time to be restored. Even God took a day of rest.

...

Sometimes it's better to do nothing than doing something without involving your heart in doing it.

When someone breaks your heart, you turn into a small ball of self-pity. You lie on bed, you hug your knees and keep them close like a fetus. Why? Because Freud said, “It’s human instinct to go back to the womb where we can feel safe.