Faith

No matter how deep the abyss or how powerful the storms you face, everything can change for the better in a day, a moment or an instant. Hold on and know that your current circumstances will pass.

i am not alone

God wants you to know  11 MAY 2012 ---- Our own fears and insecurities can make us feel that we are beyond help, beyond hope. Know that there is no place that far and that God is always with you.

bye =)

goodbye

I am going to leave soon. Gonna start my National Service life for 9 weeks. I should be happy or sad? I dunno. But the only thing I know is I will definately miss everyone of you. My family and my beloved dear friends because I LOVE YOU ALL. Maybe it's time for me to grow up and learn to be more independent. Maybe God want me to get used to the word goodbye. I know distance wont change our friendship cause you all are in my heart always and we are all in this together.  

memories =)

Crispy Wonderland

Lets check out this website together, you will love it crispychocolates. This is what I got during the Sports Day last Sunday, you guys must try it, it's very super duper delicious!

I want this badly =(((

Life

Feel like there's alot of things happened these days. Jason's dad just passed away. I feel so sorry for him. Hope God will take good care of your family and hope your dad rest in peace. Good luck in your medicine life. Be a good doctor and he will be very proud of you. During my Form 6 life, I have been to 3 of my classmate dad's funeral. Why? Maybe this is called life. The cycle of life.

Sheng Re Kuai Le!

Always post emo stuff, it's time for some happy thing. Hehe =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEVON! <3

huggs!

fang xia le zhi ran hui kai xin =)

To: The person I love the most

Totally fall in love with Mayday recently. Non stop repeating their songs every single time. The lyric really very meaningful. It can cure emoness too =D

Recently, I don't know why, I get angry easily. Always in a bad mood. Maybe is about him, his bad temper influenced me. But, I don't wanna be like him. NO! I won't learn any bad attitude of him. Mom, I promise, I will study hard in university get good result so you no need to pay back my PTPTN. I will earn a lot of money to lessen your burden.

Looking forward! <3

至少回忆会永久, 像不变星空陪着我

The best moment in my life

I am very satisfied with my result. I got 3.09! Although it is not that high but i feel it is more than enough for me. This is the greatest present I ever received from God. Thanks God. Now, it's the time to choose our path. Medicine, it is impossible already I think cause pointer not high enough. Thinking of other courses that is related to medical line. Still wondering and it is hard to make decision. Went to Miss Irene's house yesterday, she is a very good teacher. She explain to us about the details how should we fill up the UPU and USM form. After listen to what she said, I feel like my road is much more brighter now. Actually my dream school is Universiti Malaya next is Universiti Putra Malaysia and the last one is Universiti Malaysia Sabah. The first two school I said just now is top school, I am scared with my pointer like that don't know whether can qualified or not. UMS also not bad actually but of course everyone wish to get into the famous school right?

Before this, I got think of Kejururawatan (UPM) but many negative comment given by others that's why I don't know I really like it or not. Then next I got think of Sains Bioperubatan(UM) but teacher say need pointer above 3.5. But I see in UM, not that high as teacher said. That's why I am so confused right now. The third one, Geologi Gunaan. (UM) This one requirement very low and teacher say very got future. Then, is Biosumber, Kertas dan Penglitup(USM). Although I am not so sure what is that, but she say until very very got future. And this one also, Bachelor Sains Teknologi Kayu (UPM), got future too. Then is Teknologi dan Industri Serat Kayu (UMS). Then is Biokimia (UM). Next, Proses & Makanan (UPM).

Those courses I said above if I get anyone of them, I will be very happy.

but,

Medicine... I still love you the most.

I dont want care dy.

泪

伤心时, 会掉泪

压力时, 会掉泪

害怕时, 会掉泪

想念时, 会掉泪

失落时, 会掉泪

眼泪, 是很神奇的东西. 不是说流就流, 它包含了情绪与感情

希望星期三是个美好的一天

妈妈我爱你

finally, it comes

STPM result will be coming out on 7 Mac 2012. I got nothing to say. I just pray for the best.

God, I'll hold your hand tightly and never let go.

God bless me.

sick =(

Birdie didn't go to work today. I sleep late yesterday night because not really feeling well. The next day after I woke up, I feel my stomach is really having a terrible pain. Went to see doctor and he gave me some medicine and I am feeling much more better now. Thanks God.

i swear i won't drink bubble tea anymore =(

and please don't drive 140km/j le, I am really scared actually. Jia you

Stop Lynas!

Recently, everyone are talking about the LYNAS things. Why should our government accept the LYNAS program and operate it in Malaysia. Rakyat Didahulukan? Bullshit.

So people, GO GREEN, SAVE MALAYSIA.

we love the place where we born, where we live and where we grown up.

WTF

Chance

After the sharing session, it's time for me to think wisely bout my courses. Maybe I should be prepared if I can't get into medicine field. For me, I love medicine is because of the word passion, that kind of satisfaction you get after you help the patient to get through the hard time. But, now the problem is, I don't have a chance to try, to prove and to show up myself whether I can or not. I really need a chance. Just a chance. If I got a chance, I promise I will do very well and study really HARD. But, is there a chance for me out there? If there isn't any chances for me, any courses that related to biology will do, but NOT PERIKANAN and PERTANIAN.

I still hope for the best

知足

每天放工后, 不管有多不开心, 或者多烦恼都好, 我都会做一些让自己开心的事.

尽管是一件小事, 只要能满足到自己, 把烦恼抛开, 对我来说, 它就是一件开心的事.

有时, 我会买巧克力饼干,

有时, 我会转鸡蛋.

这些事情对一些人来说, 往往是很不起眼, 但对我而言,

它却让我很开心.

这就叫知足

当然不少了这班好朋友 =)

the sentence

医生是病人最信任的人

this is the sentence that appeared in my mind for the whole night after watching the drama.

think wisely mokie

=)

it's time to move on =)

14-2-2012 Happy Valentine's Day

I hope to make a different in my life. Get what I want and achieve what I wish.

you are there with me?

another heart touching drama : On call 36 小时

13 February 2012

hoping for something that seems will never happen? but i really hope i will.

smile? =)

i hate you

mummy, i love you

dont ever make mummy sad again. if not, i will never forgive you!

just let it be

i shall move forward and let it be. Have faith that what happened is for the best.

the joyful birdie will be back soon

smile? yea

it's time to sleep birdie

sometimes, it's good to be forgetful =)

smile?

It seems like long time I didn't update my blogpost. It's almost 12am now and I'm still wide awake. Again, I can't settle the things that trouble my mind. This time it seems quite a lot. People like to say, time can settle everything but I think this is a false statement. It's still there. Does anyone willing to pull me out from here? I'm wondering.

Chinese New Year is going to end soon. All my friends are going to start working and back to their college. But me? still looking for job. What job should I go for? Teacher? Clerk? Promoter? I don't know. I hope I can get a job soon. After CNY, I think our STPM result is release soon. I do not aim high. But I hope miracle will happen on me. I pray to god.

i'm lost

the end? no

my fault? sorry

i'm glad everything's alright now =')

can it be better?

We are having communication's problem. In this case, I don't know who is right and who is wrong. It already happened. But, the way you apologize seems that you do not care our friendship. You don't understand what am I thinking and I don't understand you either. Maybe it should end like this. Or not?

因为我重视你所以我才会生气

Untitled

算了, 我选择放弃, 我选择忘记. 我不想让自己难过.

你不守信用

你开心就找我, 不爽就不理我.你算什么!

The Oath

The Oath《行医》tells the story of 2 medical practitioners and their vastly different approaches to treating patients. The protagonists, a Chinese physician and a Western doctor, cannot be more different though their paths are destined to cross. Their keen competition begins when both get involved in a complex medical case.

我真的很想当一名医生